COMPLEXITY UNLIMITED

Let’s talk about death It’s been a historical mystery of all time that kept prevailing from forever, had a buzz till now .People are dying by natural deaths, accidental deaths, planned and unplanned death  but the question is still unanswered  what happens after death or why we die? When I was a kid , I was among those science fascinated young scientists(obviously in hearts) with special theories and hypothesis of their own and discovery channel was launched , news papers started the completely new section for science news  and sci-fi tv programs pushed my young mind for thinking and relating things with each and everything. So one fine day I saw a program on discovery regarding Qui( pronunciation=chi) , its from Chinese civilization kind of yoga, consist of fluidic movement of body  with control on stretches, which helps us regulating the flow of energy in human body. Than I studied a law from  newtons  i.e.  energy  can neither be creat...

Jungle (gurgaon) se shehar(delhi) tak So after 4 years and 5 months in NCR , I ultimately managed to depart Gurgaon and relocated to Delhi. Oh boy such a relief,  I don’t  know how I was living there in gurgaon and now I have a better question why I was living there. Well whatever, Delhi is a different place , it is like a city with dil wale log(people with heart), all they care about talking, walking ,stalking and various other suffix of king. Life is transformed a lot post demise of my father, don’t  know why he died so early  but now I can proudly accept the fact that he was a great man and a wonderful  father.  I must say he should be very happy now to spot me living in a society of Delhi, with all most all luxuries of an Indian home. I used to be someone else , what I am now  but am I the one who is ‘the one’  once upon a time , don’t know where to conclude the question, though the way I am writing all this over again that I might...

I loved my father a lot , i never told him but i loved him a lot. when he is no more in this world, i started to miss him like anything. I was watching Dasvidania -the movie  a little while back and now i co- relate how my father completed his last wishes before his death.This blog is dedicated to my father Late Mr. Akhilesh Dutt Sharma S/o Late Mr. Rajendra Dutt Sharma S/O Late Mr.Krishan Swaroop Sharma S/O Late Mr. Dwarka Prasad Sharma. My father died because of cancer that's what we can conclude but i don't know there were other things involved in his death. Prior to his death i was not so superstitious or a believer of God, but post his death i certainly understood the fact that you can never see it coming . My father was a healthy , smiling and ever expressive human being in April 2012 and lost to death in July 2012 . He use to tell me always that i will remember his words after him, but i never took them seriously back then , but now i cant ch...

In Persuit of happyness (MAYBE) Most of the times, our living perceptions become the truth of our conscious, which we keep on protecting and justifying for the whole of life.The people, who affirm our thoughts , come closer to us , in-spite of their complex & confused personality . In the process , our conscious adjusts according to our upbringing, leaving aside any flexibility in approach. I was watching this movie in persuit of happyness lately, though watched it earlier as well, but found it more close to my real life this instance only , this movie was based on true story of chris gardner who was the CEO of Gardener and Rich (a very big stock broking firm) . Chris gardener was a salesmen back in 1981 ,was selling bone density meter machines and had struggle selling them resulting in a broken marriage and otherwise circumstances . Chris gardner excelled through success after joining Dean witters . His struggle from a salesman to a stockbroker is excelle...

Rishi Dutt Sharma:- An Yearly Report(2011) Highlights Subject realized the worth of a Family Subject understood the limitations of his body Subject thoroughly believes that one should never lend money to a friend Subject experienced downward trend in career , health and wealth On the contrary year under examination can be treated as best in context of relationship and family values. Subject's mental status can be followed and backtracked by his facebook updates Prior starting of the year 2011,Subject posted a convincing new year resolution, though there are plenty of reasons and excuses can be documented for describing the implementation failures from the subject. Subject can be identified easily by his complexity, innovations, talkativeness, spontaneous decisions and his face-book presence. Subject is still human in terms of species and popularly known as “Rishi Dutt Sharma”, RDS”, “RDX”, and Rishi Sir.... Please find belo...

Here I am , this is me , back in action with new life , thanking god for giving me another life, endured another excruciating injury though took more than 3 months to get back to a operative state with 50 % of fitness. Sawaal- ki mujhey akhir kya hua tha?? Jawaab:- I had a bike accident though my bike didn't have a single wound but my right shoulder opened like a sunflower, according to my medical reports I have Type 4 AC joint dislocation of my collar bone from my right shoulder which is caused by excessive pressure on my joint, Ligaments permanently damaged, can't be mended , so ab mujhe dawa ki nahi dua ki zarrurat hai!!! According to astrologers and my mom, my” ketu” grah ( yeh ek baar mil jaaye isko maine nahin chodna)is at wrong places, and Saturn is inferior to Jupiter that’s why had this injury , situation would remain the same for next 1.5 years . As a solution to it , I am wearing one Topaz gold ring . Now why my life is analogous to ...

Dilemma of an ambitious boy As we all know that my blog title is complexity unlimited, which is justified one way or other on regular basis now and we all also aware the meaning of Dilemma , obviously it is a subset of Complexity indirectly when complexity is treated as a human trait. Well when I am talking about an ambitious boy that directly or indirectly refers to me only and please don’t consider this blog as an attempt for a self praise, but I am seriously expecting some real good practical suggestion on my dilemma. So my dear friends or readers (it feels good every time though only few people are reading ma blog) here is my problem. “I want to perform skill up gradation, for that I should join any leading business school either is India or abroad”!! So above stated one liner problem is the main cause or the origin of my dilemma. Let me quote down in points what are the issues here to support above stated my one line 1)       I was born...

< although this blog is published , but its extremely personal  and I am sure nobody’s  gonna  like it , so if you expecting to meet my past established standards for writing , I feel sorry for you in advance> Its been a while since I wrote on my favorite zoner , relationships and philosophy , probably the engineer inside me started  pushing me to the extremes   but only till the time I am controlled and composed . This was me , scripting emotions with expressions on paper , walking tall with no regrets over my personal life , have enough courage to accept that right now I am in Love and I am Sad , I am sad courtesy my love. It s true that I am different version of Devdas , who is still far away from alcohol , yet addicted to this blue emotion , still feel alone in the presence of  billion .I was watching Spiderman -3 , I was able to feel the plight of being peter parker and his repressed feeling for Mary Jane(M.J.)  , well I had one la...

To think of it life's good...work is  going pretty decent, being competent to play  a team leader role on  weekdays and weekends, celebrations exclusive of  friends, life just crossed the transition phase and now in operations, People considers me the most lucky person on the planet , they TRUST my capabilities and i put my heart to justify those,  i am happy dealing my professional life as it has came with real  challenges and now i am actually liking it, i am totally busy these days took an off today after well over 26 days and i am  getting bored at my home, still dont know what i am going to write , but me feeling responsible nowadays (funny but true) I realize my other blogs the ones on  relations , psychology , emotions and preaching are languishing...so I’ll begin doing some work on that...also my new books character(hope I would manage a publication for this) keeps coming alive in front of me wanting to be penned down and bro...

It's becoming clearer and clearer for me that only a hurt man can hurt someone else.Only a man who was aggressed can be aggressive. Only the one who was once abandoned, can abandon someone else. And the one who was  once rejected can reject. As well as, once you know kindness, you can be also kind. Once you learn to openly receive, you can abundantly give. From the moment you feel understood, you can be understanding as well. And, once you let yourself touched by love, you can manifest love around you... It is the wound in you that pushes you to hurt, as well as it is the love in you that inspires you to love. Because, once you receive a life model, a way of being, another option for living, you can choose. And people indeed make the best choice every single moment. If only they have from where to choose. That's all. It's up to me and you and all of us to give life models. Models of love, kindness, respect, joy, understanding, offering, communion.  Because, ...

I am...the good guy but had my miseries as well( like disadvantages of being a good guy) , though I never had an opportunity to save my heroin from villian and fighting bad guys to save the world without super powers. I am also...the naughty guy, coz I did what a confused, inquisitive , Imaginative  and complex mind can think  of. I have just one moral....to not do something that will harm others however I’ve been in situations  like “Mr. Bean “ and” Bankey lal” kind of comic situations  with crystal clear intentions which always reflected other wise : ( I can...cook( and cant eat what I cook), play mind  games, write and try my hand at a whole lot of stuff every now and than. I am...intelligent...but my intelligence is not the pride of the extent of my knowledge but rather an indication of the extent of my curiosity, and trust me its not a self appraisal but a self evaluaiton. I do not...believe in hiding to gain an advantage...i believe augment...