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It's becoming clearer and clearer for me that only a hurt man can hurt someone else.Only a man who was aggressed can be aggressive. Only the one who was once abandoned, can abandon someone else. And the one who was  once rejected can reject. As well as, once you know kindness, you can be also kind. Once you learn to openly receive, you can abundantly give. From the moment you feel understood, you can be understanding as well. And, once you let yourself touched by love, you can manifest love around you... It is the wound in you that pushes you to hurt, as well as it is the love in you that inspires you to love. Because, once you receive a life model, a way of being, another option for living, you can choose. And people indeed make the best choice every single moment. If only they have from where to choose. That's all. It's up to me and you and all of us to give life models. Models of love, kindness, respect, joy, understanding, offering, communion.  Because, ...

I am...the good guy but had my miseries as well( like disadvantages of being a good guy) , though I never had an opportunity to save my heroin from villian and fighting bad guys to save the world without super powers. I am also...the naughty guy, coz I did what a confused, inquisitive , Imaginative  and complex mind can think  of. I have just one moral....to not do something that will harm others however I’ve been in situations  like “Mr. Bean “ and” Bankey lal” kind of comic situations  with crystal clear intentions which always reflected other wise : ( I can...cook( and cant eat what I cook), play mind  games, write and try my hand at a whole lot of stuff every now and than. I am...intelligent...but my intelligence is not the pride of the extent of my knowledge but rather an indication of the extent of my curiosity, and trust me its not a self appraisal but a self evaluaiton. I do not...believe in hiding to gain an advantage...i believe augment...

@ My Readers , I must appreciate all your efforts for investing your precious time to actually walk through my blog, so whosoever  read “my Last Love story part 2” should get this small piece of information from my personal life,though nothing personal . Recently , I had my conversation with my X once again , she thinks I am growing as a person and now mature (only god  and she knows what was premature two years back :) :) :)) enough for good, she said sorry for her part , though she still didn’t answered so many questions and even I didn’t tried to quote some as well. But the conclusion is she is neutral towards me  and find me mature person now relative to what I was  year or two ago. Talking about Relativity either Einstein( an old genious having somewhat similar hairstyle and hair texture likeme, prove that he performed time travel couple of decade ago) or my girlfriend (oops ex -ex- ex- ex- girlfriend, why so many ex’s ???every idiot knows me)  ...